Positive Life changing events

So... My life had changed drastically in the span of one year. New everything. Body chemical imbalance is through the roof, and I am stressed out. Although there were so many changes, have I made any risky moves towards any particular goal?

I always tell people who ask my opinion about going for their dreams, or changing something they don't like, "If you can look yourself in the mirror and say you have done everything you can possibly do on this day to get closer to your goal, then your on the right track." Yet I cannot take my own advice. Have I been doing everything in my power to become a writer? Have I been doing everything in my power to lose weight? Have I been doing everything I need to do to find a better job every day?

Honestly. No I have not. I have not been typing the keyboard ragged. I have not been chasing tread on the mills. I have not been reinventing my resume like I should be.

So I an re-examining my life and how I want it to be. I want to be healthy, I want to be happy, I want to be inspired again.... I would love to just lock myself in a room, with just a pen and paper with Ben Lee playing in the background (in the stereo of course, hes out of my price range to play live.) So why do I not do it?

I promised my fiance I'd finish my novel by the end of next year. I will. I will.